would it kill you

I've got three albums on the go, five requests, and a handful of other personal projects. I HATE my job, but I was sent to the slaughterhouse at that cattle-call of an audition. And I work at 7:30, but I want nothing more than to call-in sick and sleep the day away. Yes, I'm back to that pattern of habits. And I'm moving back in with my folks because I couldn't afford my rent, but my father wants me paying rent now, so will someone please explain to me the fucking point? I don't know where to live now because I don't know what I want to do and what I want to do determines where I want to be and right now I hardly want to be at all.