I have a problem

1. Nothing is ever a sure thing. I can not count on my plans to go through. Just because it looks like destiny, feels like fate, tastes like success, or smells suspiciously like "the answer" to me, that doesn't mean that it is any of those things.

2. I am not what you are looking for. I am not what anyone is looking for. Regardless of how "awesome"/pretty/talented/intelligent/capable/impressive you find me to be, I am still never quite what you are looking for.


Now I have 1 gorgeous mermaid costume, and 0 plans for Halloween (see 1 above.)
And on top of that, I am still out of acting work (see 2 above.)
And all I really want is for someone to want to hold my hand and take me to Zoo Lights, but this is an impossibility (see 1 and 2, above.)